Sometimes life just amazes me. No, wait.....the role that God has taken in my life amazes me. Just when you think you have it all figured out, you realize.....your on the wrong track. Time out, regroup and start something new. This happens to me all the time. So much in fact, that I have just thrown my hands up in the air and said " whatever you want God" . This has created such a freedom in my life....more so inside my head than anything else, out the window are my fears, and stresses and worries. I wake up each day, and watch what God has planned for me that day. I sound like one of those woman that show up at your front door with a bible and a piece of paper to explain to you how to get Heaven....lol. I am not that lady. I am just in shock still I guess. This feeling......that I have heard about my whole life.....is actually real . As summer creeps in and winter walks away, I see how beautiful this earth is. Everything is so green, the flowers are coming up al